Multi-tasking

I did make it to kickboxing. Happy, happy, joy, joy.

Then there was an informal weigh-in for Weight Watchers @ Work. After two weeks of kickboxing and not eating meat - I have gained back the 3 lbs I lost plus 5 more. Which puts me at an all time weight high....ever.

So, not only do I have to exercise. I also have to keep track of what I eat, make sure I drink enough water and get back to getting enough sleep.

All parts of the puzzle.

On the upside, after I weighed in, I didn't get upset. I just said "Meh" and returned back to working.

So here's my dilemma:
1) I don't see the weight gain as a soul crushing end of the world oh my gosh I'm such a loser kind of thing. Granted, I'm not particularly pleased to be going up...but it's not the end of the world, it's just a sign that I need to make a course correction. have with a weight gain.
The WW at W folk don't react the same way as I do...when you lose weight, there's a great suport...when you gain weight, there's still support, but there's also a shame factor. On one hand, they were a good support when I went through the rough patch...on the other hand, I don't know if I want to go through it for 18 weeks. I have the basics down for the program. Plus, I could reapply the fee towards a smokin' new wardrobe.

2) I'm not sure that my work schedule will allow me to attend the 12 out of 18 meetings needed to get the 50% rebate from the company. Which means that each session that I attend will be EXPENSIVE. I can think of better ways to spend the money.

What to do? What to do? I have until next week to decide.